Heh.

So, in just 4-7 weeks, we're going to meet the contents of mah belly. Weird. It seems sooooo long from now and I know it's really not. I'm nervous. What if PM is jealous? Like green-eyed, mean-spirited, violent jealous? What do I do? I only have my Momma and little brother here for maybe a week after I come home, if I'm lucky. I won't be able to chase the little bugger, he's reallyreallyreally fast. Do I lock us in the house and pray for sanity? (maybe I should start praying for that now.) I bought him some picture books to help with learning about babies and what they need and how to be a big brother but what if after 4 years as the ONLY child, he decides to punish me for making him an older brother? GAH! (Note: I am not at all worried about having a baby in the house. I can't bring myself to worry about someone I haven't ever laid eyes on!) Perhaps I'll be pleasantly surprised? My fingers, eyes, toes, legs and arms are all crossed!