broken record

That's what I feel like. It sucks. You know. I know. I know you know. But I thought it would ease up a little? I had so many good days in a row I thought maybe that it was easing up. But no. This morning I had to puke as soon as I hit the door at work. Hadn't even eaten anything yet, just the zofran, some water, and a bite of PM's pop.tart. I've been afraid to eat all day (not that I let it stop me) and am still terrified that I'm going to revisit breakfast at this late hour. Blech. One day soon (fingers, toes and eyes crossed) I'll be vomit free! Right?

I'm married, right?

I have very vivid memories of this time last year. We drove out to MN to drop off one Pirate Monkey so we could take a vacation together, just the two of us. Oh, and get married. I have pictures. I have a marriage certificate. The one year anniversary of that trip is on Monday. Yet, I haven't seen my husband all week? Could have something to do with his job/education. The man has been in the cadaver lab (sexy, right?) all week. Poor guy has to give a presentation on the ENTIRE spine. All the anatomy, blah, blah, blah. At least he has a wife at home that knew this crap would happen when we got married! I love you!!!!

Oh my

Today started soooo well! Hardly any nausea, only gagged once (and if you had to change MP's diaper this AM you would have too), felt great! This afternoon, totally different. Want so badly to barf, afraid of what's going to come up, would rather just try to sleep it off. But I have to go make dinner for my boys. If you're reading this, please pray that the nausea/vomiting passes soon for my sanity's sake? It's much appreciated :)

The ultrasound...

was awesome!!!! We have a heartbeat people!!! Due date: July 27th!! I'm so excited I could PUKE! ;)

The waiting...

is killing me. Ultrasound on Thursday.

The love is gone.

Zofran, my friend, we need to talk. I take you because you promise to stop the nausea and vomiting. And you did, for like 2 days. What the heck?!?!?!?!? I can't live like this but it seems you aren't interested in helping me anymore. What happened? Was it something I said? I take whatever it is back. I'm sorry if I offended you. Please, PLEASE, pick up your end of the bargain again... ~Me and my stomach.

L.O.V.E.

I am in love with Zofran. It's my new best friend. As are the nurse at the call center and the doctor that keeps refilling it. I'm really REALLY sick without it. But that's a good thing. Yeah. Okay universe, still just throwing things out there but a heartbeat would just rock my world... Ya know. Early Christmas and all.